On Love

Last night I told the universe I was ready for a good man to come into my life and enrich it. The surprising thing? I meant it. I have a deep fear of intimacy; I have never been witness to a man making a woman's life better and I am terrified of opening myself up to vulnerability because it's not a question of if a man will hurt but when and I just don't want to deal with that heartbreak, but...I am ready for companionship. I am ready to feel protected, loved, taken care of. Mostly, I'm ready for the sex. Jeez Louise an I ready for a beautiful man to put it on me! So, yes, Universe, send me a man who is open and willing and ready for me. I am ready for him.