Bills, Bills, Bills

You know what sucks? Worrying about money ALL OF THE TIME. I don't have enough money to pay all of my bills. How do people live like this their whole lives? It's a sick feeling at the pit of my stomach that's akin to chronic pain; I don't know how much longer I'm going to be able to handle this. I just want to feel like a self-sufficient adult who can maintain their own household, but I don't even have a household to maintain. Why oh why did I mess up so badly in my twenties? This has got to change; I can't take it anymore.