Open Your Heart to Me

Oy, so, I've been busy.  I am now babysitting for my cousin and I don't know how she does it day in and day out because I am exhausted.  Long days are long.  I'm doing this not because I have a great love of kids (I don't) but because I need to open my heart.  I've been living closed up for a very long time but if I'm going to get any emotional rewards in life, I have to risk myself emotionally.  Ugh, I just didn't know living with an open heart would require such long days!